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Wednesday, January 31, 2018

Release Blitz, Review Tour & Giveaway : Dead Fall (Dead Things #2) by Meredith Russell





Title : Dead Fall
Series : Dead Things #2
Author : Meredith Russell
Genre(s) : Gay Romance, Fantasy, Zombie's apocalypse
Cover Design : Meredith Russell
Published : January 31st 2018
Length : 66,000 words approx
My Rating : 4 Stars







Since the events in Chicago, Devin and Noah dare to believe that a future is possible, and there is hope. For them and humanity.


Noah struggles to find his place at Devin’s side. Stricken with survivor’s guilt and a driving need to make a difference, Noah leaves his lover to investigate the only lead he has to stop the undead. Himself.


Devin has fought to stay sane in a world of horror for too long and his one shining light is Noah. When Noah heads off on some misguided venture to search for answers, Devin knows he can’t bear to be the one left behind again.


They are two men who have nothing, and everything, to lose.

















Chapter One


    “Finger off the trigger,” Devin Reid instructed.
    Noah rested his index finger on the side of the trigger guard, and stared down the makeshift gun range. He lowered his head, frustrated by his failure to hit all the targets set out for him.
    “You just need to relax a little.”
    Noah glanced at Devin. “You said to grip it tightly.”
    With a nod, Devin said, “I know. But not so hard your hand shakes.” He pushed away from the front of the car, and came to stand beside Noah. “Grip. Ease off slightly.” He squeezed his hand around Noah’s, then relaxed it as he gave his instructions.
    Devin’s hand was warm and clammy but Noah didn’t care. A small smile curled the corner of his mouth at Devin’s touch.
    Devin’s breath was shaky as he lowered his head.
    Things had been strange between the two of them over the last seven weeks. Both of them were figuring out where they fit in the world, and in each other’s lives. They had spent more time together, though Devin remained somewhat distant, not that Noah blamed him. Devin had lost the man he’d loved at the start of the monster-filled nightmare they found themselves in. He understood that Devin struggled with the lack of closure he still felt, despite knowing there was no coming back for Connor. The man Devin had known was dead. But it was about more than Connor. It was about Devin not thinking himself strong enough to go through that kind of loss all over again. To leave himself open to such grief and despair if he got close to Noah only to lose him as well. 
    Noah closed his eyes as he felt the warmth of Devin’s breath on his neck. His heart ached as he longed to have Devin close. He remembered the warmth of Devin’s touch, the lines of his body, and the feel of Devin’s skin on his during the night they’d spent together in Chicago.
    Chicago. He wondered what had become of the people they’d left behind. Were they safe? Was Chicago still able to offer them protection?
    Sometimes he felt guilty that he didn’t care more. It wasn’t as if he knew them, not really. He wasn’t sure he remembered their faces anymore. Them or the people who had died on the journey there.
    The journey for a cure. Had anything come from the blood sample they’d taken from him, of the vaccine or biological weapon against the undead they hoped to create?
    His blood had saved Devin, had created a serum that could battle the infection, but it wasn’t a true solution. It could happen again, to Devin, to everybody.
    Silence fell between them and Noah opened his eyes. Devin was looking at him through his shades, one crooked eyebrow raised above the frames.
    “It helps if you keep your eyes open.” Devin smirked and reached down, taking Noah’s other hand in his. “Support your grip with your left.”
    “Like this?” Noah waited as Devin checked his hold. He shifted his footing, steadying himself as he battled the frustration over only being able to hit the target two times out of five. “I don’t get why I’m doing this. I managed perfectly fine without a gun before you showed up.”
    Has it really only been seven weeks? It feels like longer. A lot had happened since the day Devin had turned up at the Weber family’s farm. Noah remembered the shouting and gunfire, of coming across Devin and his partner, Kerry, desperately fighting off a small group of the undead monsters created by some twisted virus. He hadn’t hesitated when Devin was attacked. Noah had run headlong into the fray, determined he wasn’t going to see anyone die that day.
    “Trust me, I know.” Devin frowned as he nudged Noah’s arms higher. “But if you’re going to be out here with me, then I prefer to cover all bases. You should be able to protect yourself in every possible way.” He stopped and peered over the top of his sunglasses. “I want you safe. You may be immune, but you’re not invincible.” He hesitated, then gently turned Noah’s wrist. They both checked the old scars—jagged marks left by the mouths of hungry monsters. “You could easily find yourself in a situation you can’t fight your way out of with just your bare hands.”
    Tensing his jaw, Noah inspected Devin’s hand on his arm. Devin had scars of his own. With a breath, Noah focused back on the gun. Devin’s words were sobering. He knew he should be taking the training seriously, but all he could think was that they shouldn’t be wasting ammunition for him to practice, not when the bullets could be better spent by giving them to someone who could already hit their mark.
    “Have you been dry firing like I suggested?” Devin leaned in close and looked along the sight of the gun.
    Noah nodded. Devin had given him a snap cap to use to practice his aim. Devin was close enough that Noah could feel the beating of his heart when he leaned his chest against Noah’s biceps. Did Devin realize just how distracting it was to have him near?
    “Good,” Devin said. He stepped back, nudging Noah to raise his arm higher. “You see the front sight? That’s where I want you to focus.”
    Noah didn’t argue the fact he’d already been trying to do that. “Okay,” he agreed with a sigh.
    “This is important.” Devin touched Noah’s forearm and waited for Noah to face him. “Please?”
    Noah closed his eyes and took a breath. “I just don’t like the idea of wasting ammo.”
    Devin shook his head. “What good is ammo if no one’s around to use it?”
    He guessed Devin had a point. Noah’s gaze drifted from the gun sight to his forearm and the bite marks. So many people had died in the last year. 
    Why am I still alive? What makes me so special?
    “If you want another reason why we’re doing this, then it’s about protecting others. Not just yourself.” Devin cleared his throat and stepped back. “Things can go to shit in the blink of an eye. There’s not always time for you to run in and play hero.”
    Noah glanced along the range to where five splintered wooden boards were propped up about twenty yards away. He knew Devin was right. Time was critical if there was an attack. He eyed the boards and the crudely painted words in red on some—Zombies grrr, Feed me brains, and Romero was wrong. He wondered who had painted the words. He didn’t figure it for something Devin would have done. There was very little Devin found funny. He eyed the third board. 
    Romero was wrong.
    He’d seen the original movies, groups of shambling undead somehow catching up to and overpowering characters as they stood and stared, and seemed to scream for a full ten minutes before getting their tasty, soft, internal organs devoured. The reality of the dead rising was a little different, or at least it had been in the beginning. The freakish monsters were hungry and fast, and unnaturally strong. It was only now that some of the first to have turned, after severe decay, showed signs of slowing down and immobility. Could they just outlive the monsters? Hide away until they rotted to nothing more than bones?
    “Okay,” he said on a sigh, then set his sights on the center target. He steadied his aim and inhaled. Blinking, he readied himself to release his held breath, but Devin brought up his hand and held it over the gun, halting the practice.
    Noah glanced at Devin, who had set his gaze on the horizon. “What?” He narrowed his eyes and scanned the area. “Did you see something?” 
    Although the yard the range was set up in was considered clear and secure, there was no guarantee something might not stray into the area and beyond the protective wire mesh of the fence.
    “I don’t know. I thought I heard…” Devin thumbed the catch of his holster as he surveyed the area.
    The land surrounding the yard was mostly flat and open, ideal for reducing the chances of being caught unaware.
    Devin shook his head. “I guess it was nothing.” He didn’t turn away at first, and eyed where the fence met the edge of an abandoned warehouse. “Let’s call it a day, okay?”
    “Okay,” Noah agreed. He rubbed his stomach as it made a hungry growl. Hopefully, they would make it back to the prison in time for the afternoon meal. They had traveled several miles from the penitentiary to what could have been described as the middle of nowhere, to ensure the sound of gunfire didn’t draw any of the infected monsters to their door.
    Handing Devin the gun, Noah shifted his attention to the building. “This place was cleared, right?”
    Devin held the gun at his side. “A few weeks back.” He ran his hand over his unshaven jaw, then removed his shades, hooking them onto the front of his dark T-shirt.
    Could anything have gotten in since then?
    “The fence was secure. There was no evidence anything had got in or even tried to.” Devin sounded his thoughts. He scanned the yard. “I guess we should check it out.”
    “Really?”
    Devin quirked an eyebrow. “Really.” He set his silver gaze on Noah.
    The intensity of Devin’s stare sent a shiver down Noah’s spine. He would never get over how strange, yet fascinating, Devin’s eyes were. He thought he would miss the clear blue Devin had studied him with when they’d first met, but all he could think about was how grateful he was Devin was here to look at him at all. Devin had been bitten. He’d been dying.
    To Noah they were beautiful.
    “Okay.” Noah shook away the memories of Chicago, trying to ignore the tightening of his chest. He walked to the car, where he took a red-handled fire ax from the trunk. He balanced the weapon in his hands, accustoming himself to the weight and feel of it. Though he felt uneasy, he knew they couldn’t leave without being sure. Neither he nor Devin would forgive themselves if anybody got hurt because they had dismissed their concerns and walked away.
    Together they proceeded to the large warehouse. Clouds slowly drifted across the sky, blotting out the sun and casting a hazy gray glow over the yard. They began their investigation at the corner of the premises, where the fence met the steel shell of the warehouse. Wooden pallets leaned against the side of the building. Old blood stained the light colored wood. 
    Devin edged toward the fence and wrapped his fingers in the wire mesh. Arching his neck, he examined the length of the building.
    “I don’t see anything,” he stated. “If this place is compromised, it’s not from this side.”
    Noah walked across the front of the warehouse. He stopped outside the large metal double doors. Idly, he reached out and pulled on the padlock attached to a chain, which secured the doors. “Should we break it?”
    Devin shook his head. “There’s a door round the side.” He pointed to the other end of the steel structure. “Check that first.”
    They made their way to the side entrance. Devin stepped forward and examined the broken handle. He tilted his head and looked grim. “There’s blood.” He took a step back.
    “Do you think it’s one of them?” Noah tightened his grip on the ax.
    “Freaks don’t usually go around smashing locks. But…” He raised his gun and pointed at the dried blood. “If someone was bitten, and sought shelter… They could have turned by now.”
    “Okay.” Noah didn’t know what else to say.
    Devin hesitated, then edged forward, leaning against the door as he listened. “I don’t hear anything—” A crackle of static and Jack Torres’s voice over the radio startled them both. 
    “Devin, you there?”
    “Christ.” Devin pressed his hand to his chest and stepped away from the door. He pulled the radio from his belt. “Great timing there, Jack,” he said in a hushed voice
    Noah smirked as Devin shot him a despairing look.
    “Why are you whispering?” Jack asked.
    Devin cleared his throat and moved farther away from the building. “No reason. Just checking something out. Everything okay?”
    “Yeah, just wondered if you guys were heading back soon?” Jack sounded edgy.
    “Is there a problem?” Devin narrowed his eyes. He glanced at Noah as he talked to Jack.
    Quickly, Jack dismissed Devin’s question. “No, no problem. I just need to talk to you about something.”
    “You sure?”
    “Yeah, yeah. It can wait. Come find me when you get back.”
    “Sure. See you in an hour maybe.” Devin secured the radio onto his belt.
    “What was that about?” Noah asked.
    Devin shrugged and fixed his attention back on the busted lock. “Let’s get this over with, then we can find out.” He held his gun in front of him. With his free hand, he pushed. “Something’s behind it,” he said when the door didn’t budge. “Stay sharp, okay?”
    Fear mixed with a rush of adrenaline as Noah flipped the ax over in his hand. He waited as Devin used his weight to shoulder an opening. There was a scraping sound. Whatever had been used to secure the exit was forced across the concrete floor of the warehouse. Eventually, Devin stumbled forward as the barricade fell away with a clatter.
    Noah peered over Devin’s shoulder, noting more of the wooden pallets. The building was dimly lit. Sunlight shone through overhead skylights, illuminating dust that hung in the air. They held off entering the building for a moment, waiting to see if the noise drew the interest of anything nonhuman. When nothing came of their, less than subtle, entrance, Devin took the lead and headed inside.
    The temperature in the warehouse was cooler than outside, and Noah shuddered as he examined the interior of the building. The space was high, higher than it seemed from the outside, and was filled with rows and rows of empty pallets. He looked at Devin who had stopped a few feet in. Noah examined the ground, noting what Devin had already spotted. There was more blood. Someone had been hurt, but not gravely, if the small amount of blood was anything to go by. Gravity had caused circular spatters where droplets had hit the floor, marking a path toward the front of the warehouse. Devin didn’t say anything and followed the intermittent stains.
    The silence was unnerving and Noah checked behind them. Content there was nothing there, he shifted his focus back to Devin and the row of pallets they were following to the front of the warehouse. Devin raised his gun as they neared the end of the aisle, stepping out as he turned the corner. He stopped, seemingly surprised. He glanced at Noah, his expression softening.
    Curious, Noah took the corner, catching sight of a woman and a young boy huddled together on the opposite side of the building. Though frightened, they appeared okay.
    Devin lowered his gun, and raised his other hand. “We aren’t going to hurt you. Are you injured?”
    Noah studied the pair along with Devin. The boy was pale and scared, but there was no obvious sign of injury. 
    When neither replied, Devin took a step toward them. “Are you alone?”
    Devin’s question was answered with an angry cry and blur of motion from his left. A man lunged at Devin, wielding a crowbar. Devin barely swerved the attack. The metal edge struck him on the shoulder, and unbalanced, he fell with a grunt to the dusty, hard ground.
    “Stop,” Noah yelled, putting himself between Devin and the desperate man. He raised the ax, aware there was a second person standing in the shadows. “Look, we’re not here to hurt you.” He shifted his weight as a teenage girl stepped forward. She held a dented aluminum baseball bat in her hand. “Devin? You okay?” Noah kept his gaze fixed on the two people in front of him.
    Devin coughed. “Yeah, I’m fine.” He cleared his throat and got to his feet. He rotated his shoulder, then joined Noah in the awkward standoff. He raised his gun and pointed it at the man.
    “What do you want?” the man asked. His voice was shaky. He edged closer to the teenage girl, favoring his right foot.
    “Are you hurt?” Noah said, drawing everyone’s attention to the poorly wrapped bandage above his left knee.
    “It’s nothing.”
    “Were you bitten?” Devin nodded toward the man’s leg.
    “He wasn’t.” The teenage girl jumped to the man’s defense. Her dark hair had been cropped into a short uneven bob, which formed a rough line along her jaw.
    Devin pursed his lips. “He your dad?”
    The girl nodded.
    “How about we all lower our weapons and figure this out, okay?” Devin glanced at Noah, indicating for him to go first.
    Though wary, Noah did as Devin instructed. “Fine.” He loosened his hold, lowering the ax to his side, and stepped back to put space between him and the still-armed father and daughter team.
    “Okay?” Devin returned his handgun to its holster. “We didn’t mean to scare you.”
    The man glanced at his daughter. “It’s okay, T.” He dropped his weapon, and encouraged his daughter to do the same.
    “I’m Devin, and this is Noah. We’re sorry if we scared you.”
    Hugging his daughter close, the man said, “Kirk. This is my daughter, Tatum.” He pointed in the direction of the woman and boy, who were still sitting together. “My wife, Marie, and our son, Samuel.”
    Devin seemed to relax when the man shared his and his family’s names. He kept his hand at his side. “Have you been here long?”
    Kirk blinked rapidly. “A couple of days. My son is sick. We needed somewhere safe.”
    “Sick?” Noah eyed the boy. “Sick, how?”
    “I don’t know.” Kirk’s shoulders dropped as he gazed at his boy. “He hasn’t eaten properly in days, and when he has, he’s thrown up soon after.”
    “I’m sorry,” Devin offered. He settled his sight on Noah. It was clear that he was considering what to do. Since the incident with Corden, they no longer had the luxury of taking people at their word. They had to be sure of who they were letting into the prison, no matter how adamant people were in claiming they were okay, or arguing that their injuries were from anything other than a bite.
    The father gave a strained smile at Devin’s voiced sympathy. “It’s been hard. No food, no shelter. Always moving. It’s hit him the worst.”
    Each member of the family appeared unkempt, dirty, and tired. Noah sucked on his teeth. These people needed help, help they could offer them. “Devin.”
    Devin raised his head. There was doubt in his eyes.
    “Please.” They were just people. Scared and exhausted people.
    Devin stared at the ground. “How did you hurt your leg?” he asked. “I can help your son, but you have to tell me the truth.”
    “On the fence.” Kirk looked from Devin to Noah. “I swear.” He wrapped his hand around his daughter’s. His face seemed brighter almost, as if he had been gifted with something amazing—the fact that maybe there was some hope and goodness left in the world after all.
    “And the kid? He’s just sick?”
    “Yes.” He nodded emphatically. “You’re part of a group? You have somewhere safe?”
    There was a beat before Devin confirmed they did have somewhere.  “We can help. We can look at your leg too, stop it from getting infected. But we’ll have to check you over. All of you. Properly. We can’t risk letting anyone who’s been bitten in. You understand, right?”
    “We understand. Do what you have to do, but please, help us.”
    Kirk’s desperation cut at Noah’s heart. If only it was just the undead monsters they had to deal with, but even now, despite all the horror and bloodshed, they were faced with the uncertainty of one another, of the danger other human beings still posed to them. Who should they trust? And who should they keep at arm’s length? He had fallen foul of people he thought were his friends, his neighbors. Distrust for others was why he had been alone when Devin had found him and why he had wanted to return to the farm, his farm, and be in a place he knew, not with Devin and the others at the prison. It was the reason he had survived for so long. But now, he couldn’t imagine anything else. He was glad Devin had shown up at the farm that day, even though his arrival had flipped everything he’d known on its head.
    He had put his trust in Devin.
    Noah looked from one family member to the next, then at Devin. They both knew this was the right thing to do. This was the human thing to do.






No matter what happens from here on, you're not alone...



Three months after 'Chicago incident', Devin still struggling with the 'changing' and how people staring strangely at him.

Focusing on training Noah skill so he could protect himself was another important thing for Devin, because as his 'wing man', Noah safety was beyond everything.

When Lukas came with the news about Chicago shelter had gone and also the possibility of no one had survived from the chaos, the news put them all in shocked.

On his way back from Chicago to the prison, Lukas also met with another survivors and bring them along with him and soon their present stir some conflicts among the survivors and Corden's ex-personal-army. And with that, the hope to find the cure also gone...

Being immune and the thought about being lonely if everyone he know will also vanished someday caused by the virus had made Noah think to find the answer, even it means he must left the one he loved behind...

Noah then decided to find the answer by himself and leave...

When Devin find out that Noah had left and endangered his life for the answer, he had no choice than to save his lover and bring him home safely.

Will Devin find Noah whereabouts and save him?


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I must admit that the second book was way more intense and 'stressful' than the previous one. For the story that happen only in 48 hour, the tensions were 'there' and enough to make your heart beat faster.

I wish I could blame Noah for his 'stupidity', but I can't!
I also cannot blame Devin for still keeping all things to himself and living in Connor's memories and leave Noah in uncertainty about his position in Devin's heart.

The story still intriguing even there's almost no sex scenes in it except for some kiss here and there. But you still can feel the romance between Devin and Noah in the middle of the horrors scenes. But I feel its enough and the moments also right. Sometimes, when the story could 'distract' you or consumed you enough at some level, the sex scenes become not quite important anymore. At least that what I feel when I read this book.

The hospital scenes feels so intense and consuming. I need to hold my breath at 64% reading because what had happen to Noah scared the hell out of me!

The hospital scenes also introduce us to some new characters to the story like Mac, Yara, March and Brandon. But among all the new characters, it's Brandon who successfully stole my attention and made me curious even more about his 'story'.

Overall, the story still intriguing and interesting enough to follow even with the cliffy ending, and I do really enjoying the reading.

Really can't wait for what will happen next to Noah and Devin on their way to find the answer. And I hope that the next book will be the final story from this series, because reading more than three books with the same MC's was not my thing. 

So, dear author...
Please don't make us wait for that long again...
Thank you...



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Dead Things Series



Dead Things (Currently Free)
Buy Link : Amazon 
Link to my review Here







Meredith Russell lives in the heart of England. An avid fan of many story genres, she enjoys nothing less than a happy ending. She believes in heroes and romance and strives to reflect this in her writing. Sharing her imagination and passion for stories and characters is a dream Meredith is excited to turn into reality.










Review : Dead Things (Dead Things #1) by Meredith Russell





Title : Dead Things
Author : Meredith Russell
Series : Dead Things #1
Genre(s) : Gay Romance, Fantasy, Zombie's apocalypse
Published : August 12th 2012 (1st), August 29th 2014 (2nd re-edited with new cover)
Cover Design : Meredith Russell
My Rating : 4 Stars





Devin thought fighting a war in Afghanistan had shown him the worst kind of horrors.

It turned out he was wrong.

A deadly virus has infected the world’s population, leaving only a few survivors and creating monsters. Devin is part of a group who have found refuge in a secure place. He risks his life daily to scavenge the cities and highways for food and supplies. 

On one fateful venture, Devin finds a man with the potential to change the dark future of blood and heartbreak into one of hope and second chances.

He finds Noah Weber.








As a huge fans of zombie apocalypse story, it's hard for me not to 'compare' anything zombie's related story to The Walking Dead.

And I hope the author didn't feel kinda 'intimidated' or 'uncomfortable' when I did it. But I promise, I'll do it in positive way.

Meredith Russell is a new author to me and Dead Things become her first book that I choose to 'taste the water'.

Well, actually I didn't know about this book, not until I saw the cover reveal promote about the second book of this series. And yes, as a 'coverslut', the 'Dead Fall' cover successfully 'catch' my full attention, and when I read the blurb and knowing that that actually the second book of the series, I decided that I NEED this series to be on my next reading! 
So I didn't waste any more time and start it right away.

The story opening scene was successfully grabbed my full attention! 
And after that, the next thing I know I'm drown into the story that consumed me right from the first page and made me hard to put it down!

I like the writing. I like the plotting and the pace. The story was so intense and the MC's were also good with 'interesting' characters, the chemistry between the MC's was 'there' even when there's lack of romance and almost no sex scenes in this book. Everything feels right on it place.
But I do feel there's something was not 'right' with this Corden guy here that not quite strong enough to stir the 'problems'. Also the 'thing' that happened to Devin at nearly end of the story feel kinda 'off' to me. BUT even there's some part that feels not right for me, I must admit that the book successfully grabbed my full attention and I DO really enjoying the reading.

I must admit that there's some scenes that give me the déjà vu feels when I read it, well....I think it's more like 'give me the same and/or familiar feels' but I'm sure the scenes was NOT exactly the same, so I didn't care much because this is zombies apocalypse, right? What do you think gonna happen next?

And now I really cannot wait for what will happen next with Devin and Noah!

Recommended!








Meredith Russell lives in the heart of England. An avid fan of many story genres, she enjoys nothing less than a happy ending. She believes in heroes and romance and strives to reflect this in her writing. Sharing her imagination and passion for stories and characters is a dream Meredith is excited to turn into reality.






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The eBook was given by the author via Signal Boost Promotions as a part of Dead Fall Release Blitz package, and I voluntarily and honestly reviewed this book without bias or persuasion from the author.


Tuesday, January 30, 2018

Review : Until the End of Time by Nicky James





Title : Until the End of Time
Author : Nicky James
Genre(s) : Historical Romance, Gay Romance
Published : December 9th 2016, August 29th 2017 (Re-issued)
My Rating : 5 of 5 Stars 





Being a gay man in eighteen twenty-seven, England was not only frowned upon but punishable by death. Magistrate Simon Stockley would know. He’d convicted men in his courtroom and sentenced them himself. Every time, it left a vile taste in his mouth because Simon was no different than the men whose lives he claimed. 

Overcompensating for his secret, fearing discovery, Simon walked the straight and narrow with everything he did. Being overly cautious with life was second nature to him. The consequences of being discovered were among his worst fears. Sadly, this was his life and he accepted it. 

Until one cold day in October when James Hansen was led into his courtroom. 
Blinded by the fire in James’ eyes and the energy seething from his core, Simon’s entire life was thrown upside down. One cursory glance at the criminal and nothing would ever be the same again.

Problem. 

James’ crimes were severe and his punishment was death. However, there was something about him that Simon couldn’t put his finger on. Despite all sensibility, Simon couldn’t let him go.

Maybe some things were worth the risk. 

Maybe rules were meant to be broken.

Secrets were wonderful… until someone found out the truth.










For all my life, I would never forget the day I first looked into that man’s eyes. It was like staring upon heaven itself on a clear summer day and I could swear to you on my parents’ graves, the angels sang to me just then.


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Where have you been?!

I can't believe I let this book sitting on my e-reader for THAT long! 

I've been 'avoiding' to pick this book each time I want to start a new book. No, not because the blurb didn't 'intrigued' me, the fact is I KNOW that this book will be 'something'! So I keep waiting for 'the right' time to read it.

And last night, out of the blue, I just pick this book and start to read it with no hesitation.

I read it in one sit and once I start it...the book 'pulled me in' and I don't want to put it down...

The story was beautiful...

Starting with this newly marriage couple, Eric and Dylan on their honeymoon and stopped by to this historic mansion at Hastings.

Eric, who has hopeless romantic heart insisting his husband, Dylan to join the tour because the romantic story behind the old mansion.

Then, when the tour guide start to spil the story behind it, time then moved back to Oxford in 1827, where this sadly beautiful story begin...

The author then brought the reader to the forbidden love story between the young magistrate and this criminal who been accused in buggery.

Since Simon first laid his eyes to the criminal with pale blue eyes which stand before him in courtroom, he already knew, that this young man will 'ruined' him. But he can't denied the feels that make him hard to breathe. With all the risk, Simon then find a way to 'abducted' the young man from being sent to the colony or being hanged to death.

Simon then bring James to his mansion and make him stay there as his 'servant'.

But things was not that easy when James with his anger keep asking him 'the why'.

Not ready to give an explanations, Simon then let James flash his anger to him but make him understand that 'this is the only way to keep him safe'.

The story consumed me right from the start. The push and pull emotions between the two makes the story really hard to put down. 

One thing that always 'frightened' me each time I read gay historical romance is the never ending questions "Will they get caught?". And we all know what will happen with gay men at that time when they get caught, right? 

And like a mantra, the questions keep playing in my head, the tensions successfully put my heart beat faster almost the entire reading...

The book was beautifully written with slow pace, good plotting and the lovable characters that will stay linger in your heart forever...

Until the End of Time is a sadly-beautiful love story through the time that will warm your heart.

Did I cried? Oh hell yeah!!

HIGHLY RECOMMENDED!



Monday, January 29, 2018

Review : Fight The Tide (Kick At The Darkness #2) by Keira Andrews





Title : Fight The Tide
Series : Kick At The Darkness #2
Author : Keira Andrews
Genre : Paranormal Gay Romance, Shapeshifters, Zombies Apocalypse
Published : July 26, 2016
My Ratings : 4 Stars





Adrift in a post-apocalyptic world, they only have each other. Is it enough?

A virus that turns the infected into zombie-like killers spreads through a burning world thrown into lawless chaos. Lovers Parker and Adam have escaped to the open sea when they hear a message over the airwaves from a place called Salvation Island—a supposed safe haven.

Orphaned as a child, werewolf Adam has always longed for a pack. He’s eager to investigate the island, but Parker doesn’t think for a nanosecond that the voice on the radio can be believed. He doesn’t trust anyone but Adam and is determined to keep it that way. They don’t need anyone else complicating their struggle to survive. Or do they?

Danger on the high seas can surface in a heartbeat, and if Parker and Adam aren’t careful, the current will drag them under.

This gay romance is a dystopian adventure featuring a werewolf, his boyfriend, and their struggle to find a place to call home. 





...no matter what happens, my life is with you. Pack or no pack, island or no island. Whatever comes, you’re my home...


This story continues weeks or maybe months after what had happen with Adam and Parker after the virus outbreaks that put the world into zombies apocalypse and the nearly dead experience Adam almost have with dangerous group that want to put him as experiments on book one.

On their way to this bay area, Adam and Parker decided to stay awhile on the abandon sailboat in a harbor while seeking for more fuel and food to eat.

Staying away from the land was the safety place to stay right now, at least that what they thought for now...

When they accidentally receive a radio calling that tell them there's a safe place to stay, they start to argue about whether the news was true or it's just a trap.

Parker didn't trust that the place was truly safe, but there's something about the stranger voice that stir something in Adam mind, is like as if that the message was 'calling' on his soul to come...

After the long debate and seeing the fact that they almost have no food left to survive, Parker then agreed to give this call a try.

But the question is, is the 'Salvation Island' true exist?

If so, will it will be a safe place or....maybe it's a trap?

What Adam and Parker didn't expect is....that he island truly exist and it full of wolfshifter!!

Can they survive this time? 
Or....


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I'm so glad that I read the first book when the second book of this series has been released. So I can read it right away when the 'euphoria' I felt from the first book still 'high'.

After what they've been through, Adam and Parker bond growing deeper and together they struggled to stay alive in the chaotic world. On their journey, they meet another survivors, a family with two kids and trying to survive together.

I love how the story developing so well. The story still feels so intense and consuming, but I must admit that I can feel that the story didn't grip me enough like what the first book did to me. I must admit that i do really miss the adrenaline rush and the 'tensions' the first book made me feels.

The shocking fact about the large pack that lived in the island and the revealing of Adam's secrets was another interesting things that hold the four stars rates I gave from slipping even more. But the abrupt and cliffy ending were another things that affected my mood.

And now I must wait for I don't know how long just to know what will happen next with my Adam and Parker. Will the pact torn Adam and Parker apart?

Dear author, please hurry... because I NEED to know what happen next to Adam and Parker....

Still RECOMMENDED!




Wednesday, January 24, 2018

Review : Kick At The Darkness (Kick At The Darkness #1) by Keira Andrews





Title : Kick At The Darkness 
Series : Kick At The Darkness #1
Author : Keira Andrews
Genre(s) : Paranormal Gay Romance, Shapeshifters, Zombies
Published : May 28, 2015
My Ratings : 5 Stars 





To live through the zombie apocalypse they have to survive each other first.

College freshman Parker Osborne is having the worst day ever. He humiliated himself trying to pick up a cute guy, he hasn’t made any friends at school, and his stupidly hot jerk of a TA gave him a crappy grade on his paper. He’s going to drop Adam Hawkins’ film class and start fresh tomorrow after he’s had a good sulk.

But Parker’s about to find out what a bad day really looks like—if he can survive the night.

A virus is unleashed, transforming infected people into zombie-like killers. After these quick and deadly creepers swarm campus, Parker only escapes thanks to Adam swooping him onto the back of his trusty motorcycle. Now they're on the run—and stuck with each other.

When they’re not bickering, they’re fighting off the infected in a bloody battle for survival. Their only hope is to head east to Parker's family, but orphaned Adam has a secret he’s not sure Parker will accept: he’s a werewolf. Can they trust each other enough to find some light in these dark days?






"You know what the best decision I ever made was?"
Holding his breath, Parker shook his head.
"Giving an entitled freshmen who didn't try hard enough a C-minus."

This book had been sitting in my Kindle for months and I almost forgot that this book is 'exist' until one day, in my absolutely boring mood and tired of book with sweet-diabetic themes or angsty one, I accidentally 'stumbled' into this book...

Curious, then I read the blurb and suddenly my subconscious 'told' me, "I think it's about time WE give this book a try..."

So, what happened next?
Did I read it?

Hell NO!!!! LOL!

Because my slutty side decided to pick another book that look way more 'interesting'. Yeah, you can blame my coverslut eyes! Because sometimes my coverslut eyes took over the control over my brain! Ha!

I read three book after that, and when I want to pick another title, this book popped up again and again and again...

And yes, I IGNORED IT...

Finally I pick another title, and when I'm about to start it, I can't keep my mind from THIS book. It's like the book 'called' me or more like 'haunted' me and ruined my mood with my current reading.

So, yes - FINALLY - I dropped the book that I pick before and start to read THIS book.

I LIKE zombies story, I watched almost ALL zombie movie or TV series, but I NEVER read any book with zombie apocalypse theme. No. Nope. NEVER.

And that's why I keep 'avoiding' this book. Because I prefer 'watching' zombie stories than 'reading' it.

So, I start THIS book with not-so-excited-mood with no expectations...
But then it happen...

Once I started the book I'm hooked instantly to the story as well as to the both main characters.

This book consumed me to the level I-cannot-put-it-down, because if I stop it or close my Kindle, I'm afraid that SOMETHING WILL HAPPEN TO THE MC'S AND IT SCARED THE HELL OUT ME!!!!!

This book consumed me right from the beginning until the very last page. I love how the story start with just an ordinary things then suddenly... something happen and the next thing you know is the story consumed you with no mercy.

I also like the way the author put some humors into those funny dialogue in the chaotic scenes. It's good to find that you can still laugh hysterically in the middle of reading a scary book. It's really a good combinations.

This story start with Parker who got a C-minus from his TA. Feels angry and unsatisfied, Parker then decided to meet his TA and questioning about 'the why' and hope that the TA would change the result because he think he deserve better.

But Adam keep insist that the C-minus is final. The talk didn't went well and ended with Parker leave Adam office in anger.

But apparently Parker have no time to keep worried about the C-minus anymore because not long after that the chaos erupted near his dorm. People suddenly act crazy and full of violent. They attacked each other and do brutal things, and the next things he know is that he must run for his live and looking for safe place. What he didn't expected is the one who save his life turn out to be Adam, his cold bloodied heart TA!!

Jumped to Adam's bike for his dear life, they struggling to out from the chaos and run!!

The story then following the adventure of these two to find the safe place. Together they then trying to survive from the zombies outbreaks and seek for better future. But the question is, "Is there still a better future out there?"

"We got stuck with each other, remember? Whatever we do, we do it together."

So, right when I NEED to 'feel' something MORE than just another reading and a good mood booster to swap away my boring stage, this book surprisingly gave me what I NEED. And I'm so glad that I FINALLY give this book a chance!

Can't wait for what happen next!!!

RECOMMENDED!!!!





Note : I can't stop picturing Dylan O'brien and Tyler Hoechlin (Sterek couple) as Parker and Adam on the entire reading. And I think that the author seems to be a Sterek fans too. So, dear author, I feel ya! *wink*



Wednesday, December 27, 2017

Release Day Blitz & Review : Carnival (The Traveling #4) by Jane Harvey-Berrick





Title : Carnival
Author : Jane Harvey-Berrick
Part of series : The Traveling Series #4
Genre(s) : Contemporary Romance
Published : December 26th 2017
My Rating : 4 of 5 Stars





Empty inside, cold in his heart, Zef turned to whisky and drugs to fill the void.

Instead, he ended up with a prison sentence and a new determination to get clean and make something of his life.

Since his release, Zef has been on the road, finding his spiritual home with a traveling carnival and working as a motorcycle stunt rider.

Live fast, live hard, keep moving.

He doesn’t want to be tied down to anyone or anything. Fiercely loyal, the only people he cares about are his brother and his carnie family.

Until a crazy girl who’s run away to join the circus crashes into his world.
But now his old life is catching up with him, and Zef has to choose a new road.

A standalone story, and the last one in the TRAVELING SERIES.





It wouldn’t have been so bad if I’d landed on my good leg, but I didn’t, and the pain was so intense, my vision went black and all I knew was deafening silence.

I woke up a few seconds later wondering if I’d died and gone to Heaven, because the view was pretty damn good and surely an Angel was watching over me. But as my vision cleared, I realized that Sara was on her knees in the dirt next to me. I think she was screaming, but my ears were ringing so badly, I couldn’t tell.

“…call an ambulance?”

I struggled to sit up, but she held me down by my shoulders.

“What?”

Kes was next to me, lifting my visor carefully.

“Wait for the paramedics, man.”

Flames of pain were running up from my ankle to my thigh.

“I think I fucked up my knee again,” I groaned.

“Does anything else hurt?”

“Only my pride,” I lied.

Kes grinned and I heard Tucker’s relieved laugh behind me. I squinted up at him.

“Everyone else okay?”

“Yeah, Zef,” he grinned. “We’re all good. You certainly gave the crowd their money’s worth. Can you do that again?”

Then Sara screamed at him.

“Shut up! Shut up! He could have died! He’s hurt! He’s really hurt, and you’re just making a big joke of it!”

And then she burst into tears.

Tucker’s mouth dropped open, stunned into silence. I saw Kes gesturing to Aimee to take Sara away.

“No! I’m not leaving him!”

And she flung herself across my body, gasping and crying. I thought she was going to have a complete meltdown when the paramedics tried to pull her off me.

“Sara, honey,” I gritted out while my whole body felt like it had been run over by a charging rhino, “they’ll do a much better job of getting me onto a stretcher if you climb off of me now.”

“Oh!”

She stumbled back, wiping her eyes and nose as I helped the paramedics get me onto the stretcher.

The crowd was on their feet, expressions of interest or horror, depending on how macabre they liked their shows, so I gave them a quick wave and heard applause and cries of relief.

“We’ll see you at the hospital,” Kes called after me.

I gave him a thumbs up, then relaxed back on the stretcher, my knee throbbing like a mofo. Sara was walking next to me, still crying, so I lifted up my gloved hand and she clung onto it as if it would save her from drowning.

But waking up and seeing her sweet face, thinking it felt like Heaven, I wondered if I was the one who was drowning.






"Sometimes you didn’t choose the life; sometimes the life chose you."

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It's kinda sad to know that the author said that this is gonna be the end of The Traveling's series. I wish that Zach and Luke will also have the chance to have their own story, but it seems I must banish my hope and keep it for myself.

Zef story was the final story for this series. It's like 'a goodbye reunion book' where you can also meet some characters from previous and another book appears in this book, like Zef brother's, Daniel and Lisanne.

Daniel and Lisanne wedding was like another bonus to add into the story which make me happy to see they finally move to the next step on their relationship.
You also can see Kes and Aimee here and Tucker and Tera as well, oh and a glimpse of Zach and Luke relationship here.

But the main story was definitely will be on Zef and on how he finally found his true love from young Sara who show up in his life in the most unexpected way.

The age gap issues, Zef dark past also trust issue took large portion in 'playing' all the feels in the whole reading.

There's a laugh, happy moments and also sad part in this story. But you still can feel the stardust and the magic mingling in the air through the whole reading until the very last page.

I must admit that it a bit sad to 'saying goodbye' to the series that had growing with you from the very first story about Kes and Aimee, but like Ollo always said, 

“The world is changing and maybe traveling carnivals won’t survive, but people will always need a little magic in their lives.”

Damn! I will be miss this strange little man who talked in riddles full of wisdom in every words he said....

And the author successfully ended this series with super sweet family HEA because yes, everybody deserve their own happy ending!











Writing is my passion and my obsession. I write every day and I love it. My head is full of stories and characters. I’ll never keep up with all my ideas!

I live in a small village by the ocean and walk my little dog, Pip, every day. It’s on those beachside walks that I have all my best ideas.

Writing has become a way of life – and one that I love to share.








Tuesday, December 26, 2017

Review : One More Valentine by Anne Stuart





Title : One More Valentine 
Author : Anne Stuart
Genre(s) : Contemporary Romance, Paranormal Romance, Time Travel
Published : January 1st 1993 (1st Edition), September 30th 2017 (2017 Edition)
My Rating : 4 of 5 Stars




When James Rafferty died in a hail of bullets in the St. Valentine’s Day Massacre, that should have been it. But for almost 90 years he’s returned to Chicago on February 14th, just long enough to fall in love and break the curse.

But Rafferty doesn’t believe in love. Not until he runs afoul of district attorney Helen Emerson, with her huge family of cops and her luminous brown eyes, and maybe, just maybe, his time in limbo is over.

But one of his old friends is in trouble, another is on a murderous rampage, and Helen is in the midst of everything, determined not to give in, even to him.

He knows she loves him, but is it enough? Or will a murderer manage to get to her before Rafferty can stop him?

Does he have a chance in hell of learning to love in a short 48 hours?




What will you do if you'll find yourself keep returning from the dead every year just to disappear to nothing after 48 hours?

James Sheridan Rafferty had been dead for sixty-four years, brutally killed on tragic massacre that happen one day before Valentine Day.
But then he found himself back to the world every year with no specific reason or clue on how and why he 'come back' to the place he used to live.

For two days, James will spend his 'precious' time from moving from  bed to another bed with different women before he going back to the non-exist wold and waiting for another year pass before he come back to the Chicago. Living what he so called 'a useless life'...

But there's something different with James 'visit' on this year. For the first time he met with the woman who make him 'feel' and he want not just one night with her. 

When he know that her life is in danger, James start doing things to keep the woman life from being kill. But with only 48 hours limit time he have, will he save the woman who had captive his heart in less than 48 hours time?

What will happen if fate then sucked him back to the non-exist world before he could do something to prevent her life from the killer who want her life?

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The story was originally published at January 1993 and no, I didn't know this book until I accidentally saw the new cover that successfully grab my full attention. And when I read the blurb, I get curious even more.
So I decided to read it and finished it in one sitting.

For a short story, the story successfully gripped me right from the start and consumed me until the last page in a very short time. And I WANT to know what will happen next with James and the woman he start to love.

With all the suspense things that happen, you can still found the humor side in the story when James have this 'culture shock' every time he come back to the world. That what will happen if you only have 48 hours to 'live' a real normal life every year!

With the author notes that she  made this fiction based on the true events about a massacre that happened on the morning of February 14, 1929, in an old garage in Chicago, I must admit that it grow the curiosity even more.

It fun and quick reading but I feel satisfied when I finished this book.